Phare, The Cambodian Circus

Siam Reap, Cambodia was a breath of fresh air compared to Phnom Penh, literally and figuratively.  I ventured off on a solo trip for a few days to get out of the intensity of the city see the famous Angkor Wat temples.  While the temples at Angkor Wat were certainly impressive, it was the Phare: Cambodian Circus that captured my heart!

It's like Cirque du Soleil, but with Cambodian performers who studied at a local non-profit school for the performing arts.  The NGO was started by 9 Cambodian men after the Khmer Rouge to help support local artists.  Check out the website

The Phare Story is "Uniquely Cambodian. Daringly Modern. More than just a circus, Phare, the Cambodian Circus performers use theater, music, dance and modern circus arts to tell uniquely Cambodian stories; historical, folk and modern."

Phare was recommended by fellow Remote Translator.Liz who had visited earlier in the month.  I went with a German friend (Carolin) who I met on the bus from Phnom Penh to Siam Reap.  The only seats left were general admission and we were in the far back corner.  But, it was a tiny tent venue and it didn’t matter.  The performance was so powerful, there were no bad seats in the house!

Just like Cirque, the show featured music, dance, juggling, acrobatics and humor, all sprinkled on top of an overarching story of an outcast in a village who yearns for acceptance.  It was brilliant.

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The energy in the show is top notch!  These performers had us eating out of the palm of their hands.  Every audience member seemed entranced from start to finish.  I found myself giggling and smiling so much my jaw hurt at the end. 

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I got emotional at one point during the show. My mind wandered back to the Fuerza Bruta show back in Buenos Aires, which was same same but different.  BA was month 2 of Remote Year, and there I was in month 11.  The whole year flashed before my eyes and the realization that the year is coming to an end brought a range of mixed emotions up to the surface.  

I think the reason I loved the Phare Cambodian Circus so much was because Cambodia was a hard place to live mentally and spiritually.  Phnom Penh is overpopulated. The streets are littered with trash.  Poverty is ever-present.  The dark history of the Killing Fields looms in the back of your mind.  As a caucasian foreigner, everyone thinks your rich and merchants can be rather aggressive.  It is probably the most challenging place I’ve lived this year.

For me, Phare represents hope!  And Cambodians need hope.  Feeling the positive vibes, the warmth of the circus and seeing the smiles of the performers was exactly what I needed.  It was electrifying!

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Hope.  

Hope is not a dangerous thing, Red.

"Remember, Red, Hope is a good thing.  Maybe the best of things.  And no good thing ever dies."

Really good movie! this scene is the best of the whole...

The Killing Fields

Traveling the world is not all rainbows and waterfalls.  It’s a course in world history and sometimes history is horrifying.  The hardest, most humbling, sobering day of the year was visiting the S21 Tuol Sleng Genocide Museum and the Choeung Ek Killing Fields in Phnom Penh, Cambodia.  

In 1975, the Communist Khmer Rouge Regime under the evil dictator Pol Pot marched into Phnom Penh and took over the city after defeating the existing Cambodian government.  The people were elated as they thought the many years of war were over.  However, they were forced out of their homes and into the countryside.  They were told they could return in 3 days.  Instead, most were arrested and forced to work ridiculously long hours in the agricultural fields.  If they resisted they were imprisoned.  And tortured.  And executed.

From 1975 to 1979, the Khmer Rouge regime killed anywhere from ~1 million to ~3 million innocent Cambodians.  

Some were killed because they opposed the new political regime.

Some were killed because they wore glasses.

Some were killed because they had soft hands.

Pol Pot was as evil as any man in the history of the world.

We visited one of the Cheoung Ek Killing Fields, where ~9,000 bodies were found in mass graves.  Every time it rains more bone fragments, teeth and clothing are unearthed.  

When the mass graves were discovered, they found a tree next to one grave that contained women and children.  The tree had skull fragments and brain tissue all over it.  Studies indicate they killed babies by bashing their heads against the tree, and then tossing them into the graves.

They built a memorial the Cheoung Ek site which houses thousands of skulls, and bones dug up from the graves.

We then visited the S21 Tuol Sleng Prison, where victims were first brought, interrogated, starved and tortured.  A lot of them died from starvation, or torture in this very prison.  But, most were brought to the killing fields to be executed.

Only ~3 survivors remain.  I got to meet one of them.  After Bou Meng, was tortured for weeks, they found out he was a painter.  He was forced to paint portraits of the Khmer Rouge leaders for the remainder of his time imprisoned.

His life was spared.  But his wife's was not.

After these atrocities were discovered, and the Khmer Regime was overthrown, Bou escaped from the prison.  He now paints images of what life was like in the prison.  And, he volunteers at the prison.

I got to meet him and shake his hand. I bought his book.  It was a fascinating firsthand account of what life was like in S21.  And he testified in the court trial against the Khmer Rouge regime.  What a brave man.

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This happened during my lifetime.  It’s almost impossible to fathom that people can be so evil.  

The Khmer Regime was not even really held accountable for their actions.  Pol Pot was able to live out the rest of his life with his family, and the other leaders were not prosecuted for their crimes until a few years ago. 

I don't remember this event being covered in history class back in school.  We learned a lot about the Holocaust, but not much about other genocides.  I guess there's too much history to cover everything.  But knowing world history is important for our future. 

If you are interested in more info, there is a book by a Cambodian woman who was a young girl when her family was forced out of Phnom Penh: First They Killed My Father.  Angelina Jolie is producing a Netflix film based on the book that will be released in 2017. 

And, of course there was the 1984 film entitled The Killing Fields, by Roland Joffre which won 3 Oscars.   

There is a memorial outside the S21 prison with all the names of the known victims.  

And a monument with the inscription:  "Never will we forget the crimes committed during the Democratic Kampuchea regime."  

I know I will never forget.